Did you break me?
i didn’t realize i was in love with you until the skies turning orange and all sorts of beautiful colors reminded me of how you would check in on me in the morning like the sun was rising just for me and we would make plans in the future just for you and i. it isn’t heartbreak because i loved you so much and yet my heart is still intact. this isn’t a love letter because it’s not for you, it’s for me. i didn’t know i loved like i did until i loved you; until the foggy windows of the bus reminded me of taking a nap on a phone call with you, going to the candy store, wasting all the first time memories i could have had with someone who loved me the same way.
i loved too young and too much. they say everyone has an infinite amount of love to give but i run out too fast, now. i loved you like i loved god, fearful and wanting. you gave me a way out of the worst situations, i would have lost my mind without you and yet i still lost myself