are u falling?
i can see it i think in how short ur messages are and how your reassurance seems forced. i feel like you dont love me anymore and i hate it because i wasnt done loving you i have so so so much more to give if you would just stay please. ive never been happier than i have with you but i feel you pulling away and i reread my messages to you and i just want to delete them because i feel like you just dont care. i tried to be your princess and love you and tell you that and more every single but i know you donβt want me anymore and that youre disgusted with me trying to be cute when i just want you to love me please please please please. because you said u like cute girls and i know im smart and capable but i can be cute too so i did that for you and i really really liked it but now i feel like you dont like that anymore and im just trying too hard and being fucking stupid and pathetic. and im so fucking strong i can ge through anything except heartbreak because i took down my barriers for you and showed myself to you and told you everything about me and now i feel like you dont care anymore. and u dont want to tell me goodnight because you dont want another day with me. and u forgot our 13 month anniversary i let the day pass and you didnt say anything because do we still matter to you? maybe it was ur friends or japan that made u feel like u need to be free from me. i dont know if i can survive this heartbreak because i literally broke my heart down and rebuilt it for you im so so so hurt please please dont leave me